I sent out an email this week and this morning it started bothering me. It was a short email. What bothered me most about it is the question I asked at the end of the email: “Is that good enough?” When I think of that comment and I think of some of the things I learned though counseling and one of my biggest issues is the way I see myself. I see myself as not important and my opinions not important either. This is a very unhealthy way to live and it is something I am in recovery from, but aside from that, it has never bothered me about something I had said until today. I shared my plan that I had already decided on. That should be good enough. It is good enough. My plan didn’t stray far from the issue and it isn’t even a big deal, but the fact that it bothered me that I said it, is a huge deal to me. It shows me that I am recognizing more and more that I need to be better to me. It also shows me that perhaps I’m more in tune to the Holy Spirit pointing these out to me, than I have been in the past. It shows me that God is, by far, not through with me.
I will take this moment as a victory and Praise God for Him and thank Him for this amazing moment. He is indeed GOOD!
I hope that if you are reading this that you will know that YOU are good enough too. Don't second guess yourself and who you are and what you say. YOU are worth it and YOU rock!